im sry that really sucks I dont know how that feels but i have seen it and my friends and I try to prevent it dont worry ur not an outcast and you will make a friend soon
~FREEDOM AND HOPE

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"Remember who you wanted to be."~unknown
"Imagination is more important than knowledge"~Albert Einstein
"Forgeting is on purpose as remembering is on accident"~ME

Don't be so pessimistic about yourself and your life. You shouldn't think only about your shortcomings, it leads to solitude and then you will really miss something important. Just try to enjoy the life, the world around you

I think you are kind and interesting person. Your jounals contain really interesting thoughts and I like your language very much Your photos are really beautiful!

So don't be so depressive!

don't pay attention on the mood icon in my comment, it was fortuity

I'm not sure if you're referring to your RL or on here,but U can be sure that if U ever need company or w/e,I'll be here for U.
Message me if U want 2 hang sometime!
Don't consider my age,I'm older than I feel & sometimes act!
Friends always!
- & Take care of yourself now!

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everyone feels that way sometimes... i hope you get better soon

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'there is no way to happiness, happiness is the way'

Sometimes its all in the right company. AsHappyAsIGet is right about most people feeling similar. Maybe you need a change of scene. Try meeting new people, or just making small talk with some people you've met, but dont know much about. Paranoia can really destabilize you, but the best thing you can do is try to beat it, or at least live with it. Like making time for your isolation by doing something like journaling, or meditating and then make time for social stuff. Just a bit at a time until you feel balanced out again

Or maybe Im reading into what your saying wrong
But its just a thought


Smile always,
~T-SP

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The school year is almost over for me, so that might give me some more time to recuperate some of my thoughts and feelings.

I guess I just want to be around some more honest and dependable people. These days, I can't seem to find many pretty much because boys will be boys and girls will be girls, and it's only through experience that they'll learn to become more dependable people.

I appreciate your thoughts and feelings, and the same for my other friends.

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"The most terrible poverty is loneliness, and the feeling of being unloved."
-Mother Teresa

The end of the year is always stressful, thats for sure.

Maybe if you approach some of your relationships from different angles or something you'll be surprised But boys will boys and girls will be girls. Thats so true

I hope things get better for you, and you find time to unwind


Smile always,
~T-SP

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Hey Philip,

Came to your page to say thanks for the fav, and read your journal entry. OK, advice coming from a 50 yr old man... take if for what you will. Artists and Depression... kind of hand in hand. I'm guessing if there was a way to do a journal search on DA for words associated with depression.. it would be a flood. I look at my life as a great many chapters in a book. Believe it or not, I don't even remember the depressed/lonely days of my high school. I have had so much more of life since then. Friends, lovers, children, I've seen half of the world and have had many highs and lows. And it will continue while I continue.

So, I know your high school days are all you have right now, and media programming has inundated you with what you think it should be... don't worry. There is so much more that will happen to you as you go through the adventure

All the Best

Jim

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I have a simple philosophy for life. I try to make at least one person smile every day.